Susubear Little Inn: Emptiness

Seeking My True Self

Friday, October 06, 2006

Emptiness

Sometimes you will just have this feeling of emptiness whereby those people around you basically treats you as invinsible or practically you're just an out-cast among them. Well this is not the first time though, people tend to leave me out all the time (perhaps I suck in communication skills with others, so I look lansi to people).

Two words to describe Not Wanted. Argh, just feel like leaving this place for a better one so that it would be a real start in terms of social life and other related things. I have a choice don't I ? Just pack up and call mom say "Hey, I decided to move back and stay with you for long !" She must be enlighten.

Well then I would really be able to leave everything behind .. Can I ? Perhaps I already knew that somethings can never be changed over time no matter how long it's ..

I know I shouldn't be blogging right now because I'm having a 9am exam tomorrow morning and I do not plan to have much sleep tonight. Just that I am de-motivated and tired of many things that are happening around me. Or maybe I should look at a different perspective?
take the handphone *selects write new message .. wrote something .. decided not to send and discard .. throw handphone aside* I have really learned to be silent on matters.

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