Susubear Little Inn: I have Learned to Be Silent

Seeking My True Self

Sunday, October 01, 2006

I have Learned to Be Silent

People always asked me why am I so quiet at times. Well, answer to it is I felt like an out-cast so I do not feel like speaking just in case I say some rubbish which is not relevant ..

Perhaps I'm very different in college n among my close friends, yeah I am the one making the most noise laughing out the loudest. I always kacau people when they want to listen to the lecture. I can eat crab like no one's business *Use hammer knock the crab until shell flies* O_o even I dressed as the most feminine amongst them. If you don't know me well enough that's the true me =)

However, as time pass I've learned to be silent about many things. There's alot of things I used to share or tell to my close ones but now the situation had made me turn away and keep it to myself instead. Perhaps I had being turned down many times when I tried very hard to communicate, now I choosed to walk away. I only see the back of a person whenever I need a shoulder to lean on. I have no choice .. it had brought me until here today.

I knew that many things can never be changed but why am I still insisting until today? I really thought I had made the last and only decision on that day itself.

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