Susubear Little Inn: Lacking of Sleep

Seeking My True Self

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Lacking of Sleep

I'm sort

This week has been the most busy week ever, had been sleeping like 3am every morning and yesterday was the worse which is at 5 something in the morning while I need to be awake by 8:30AM.

Busy with assignments and exams ... and other stuffs

My eyes are blurred with numerous words within the journals and thesis and articles I had to read in order to accomplish my task. Fingers are numb typing for few hours straight. Whilst brain juice are depleting fast.

He kept his promises towards them.

All the waitings under the freezing air-conditioned for the long night are more than worth when you heard the results. Thank God for everything he has done! Well it was pretty touching at the scene of seeing everyone being overjoyed and feeling a big relieve afterall. Me as a outsider also feel touched at the moment of hearing the good news and holding her hand. Yeah, just felt very happy.

3 of Me. With photoshop everything is almost possible. I meant things to do with photos =)

Sometimes I just wish that I've never seen the truth. Turth is painful, hurting and disappointing. Sad to say a sorry is not enough to sew up the cut within my heart. 我常都问自己，这几年我所做的，不够吗？我真的没办法捉住他的心吗？为什么到现在他依然爱着她？我真的有想过当一切平息后，也许我应该对这几年来的期待放弃，因为我不能容忍他的心中有着另一个。当我发现事实时我真的好心痛，我的确不敢相信自己的眼睛，可是证据就摆在我面前。他也承认了。他就真的还喜欢她。我感觉失望，悲伤和痛心。

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