Susubear Little Inn: I am tired

Seeking My True Self

Thursday, October 25, 2007

I am tired

Tired from this life yes pretty much, facing the four walls everyday, or the square box no social life no entertainment. Even you play the sims the characters would die suffering from no social bar turning red and going crazy, there's where the state I'm in now.

All my life these days are only assignments and it's like never ending story. I've never stepped into a cinema for months nor I did stepped into a shopping complex for 1month? Or probably some just pretend they didn't see me because I didn't appeared to be a friendly person to them.

First my computer spoiled few times, enough, lately virus infected, cleaned, all I wish to is so that I can talk to my dear at night. But no things fail me one by one and it's getting worse and worse each day. The last mean of source that I can talk to him, must be taken away too ? Kill me.

What now what do you want me to do? I want to stand up, but things around me keeps failing me until the state where I can't take it any longer. I'm tired I just want to sleep through the days.

I don't want to wake up to face the day.

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