Life ...
Well today I shall talk about life ...My life ? Since I was a lil girl I was brought away from my parents due to some business reasons. I was brought to my grandmother's house with my 2 aunts staying here together with me. I was brought here since what the chinese call "full moon". However, I was brought back to my parents once a while but not too often though. When I slowly grew up, I was too used to being here with my grandma and aunts. That time to me, my parents house was very like some place I don't know and I won't dare to tell anything to my parents because there's such a big gap between me and them.
Well I grew up here, with everyone giving me all the attention I want. I still remember I was treated like a lil princess when I'm young. My grandma would feed me and my aunt would tie my hair before going to school. I demanded alot of things, well it's not all the time I will get what I want but they still give me the best. Before college I was quite a quiet girl. I never like to tell my things to other people because there's no people for me to speak with. I won't even tell my problems to my siblings because I did not grew up together with them.
Somehow it seems that I was brought up alone, I mean I'm the only child in this house. So, I would always play with myself. Talk to my soft toy. Well maybe some people think I'm abit crazy ?? Well this is life of being the only kid in the house. Maybe because of this, I don't really like to speak up my problems with the other people and only keep it to myself.
All this had built up my weird personality. I'm very afraid when my love ones are not with me. I will tend to worry alot and always think of the negative side. I'm not afraid to said that I'm one girl that's very selfish and never want anyone to take away what's belongs to me. I've tried the feeling of losing one I really love. It isn't good at all. Maybe all this is my mental sickness but it kinda hard for me to overcome.
Getting bored ? I watched War of the worlds last night. Can anyone tell me what happened in the end ? I just couldn't understand ? The lil girl screaming was really ... really ... LOUD and SHARP. I almost went deaf watching this movie. Overall not bad movie expect for the ending which I don't really understand what happen ?
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Author **Suzanne** @ 10:40 PM
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